Devastated

Many of you have heard me worry about my dog who has been sick with liver issues this past year. She’s been ailing lately and I’ve been struggling with it.

Well, last night, my younger (13.5 year old) dog, who I thought was as healthy as a horse, had what appeared was a heart attack last night at bed time. He couldn’t breathe good and was struggling for air, so we rushed him to the vet.

The vet said he had cancer and it was on his heart and the tumor must have broken and filled the heart sac with blood putting too much pressure on his heart for it to function good. We had to put him to sleep, and yet he had a totally normal day up until the moment this hit him. It just shocking.

I am so lost today and devastated.

I miss my Charlie so much it’s killing me. He is the proud brown doggie in the photo.

Oh, Charlie, I never saw this coming and I’m so, so, so sorry. I love you so much and will miss you more than words could ever express….if only I could turn back the hands of time. I want more time with you….